NOT the exclamation, “Oh Dear Me!” but really an address to myself on this day of all days. It is the beginning of the week and change is in the air. Soon you will be going to your first day of work (next week) so till then its just you and me and this calm keyboard at your fingertips.
Who knows what this will bring, obviously money which can be good when you need it, but what else? A new found confidence, and a new sense of self, that’s what!
You already feel its effects, the posture, the tone in your voice, the maturity in the way you think. No mean to brag about you me, but seriously you’ve been doing great these past few weeks, really stepping up on that confidence game! If only “certain” people in your life would take notice and maybe make a few changes for themselves as well.
Truly though I know you feel that way, but just think that the only person you really need is you.
The places you are already going, even down to how you dress. Is an expression of your self worth, never be afraid to stand up for who you truly are and what you truly want.
God you are so beautiful when you love yourself. People even see it, I know you saw those looks from those guys in the store that day. Its not just because you are beautiful on the outside (which I know sometimes you think you’re fat and you hate your smile and call it crooked) but they see that glow. That pure glow of love, for who you are and for the world around you.
Never stop loving the world and your life and the things you were given in it. I know you know this but truly never forget, that the true beauty of who you truly are is when you love yourself, then the rest of the world will love you right along with you.
Me, you are doing great. Never stop being yourself. Never stop believing you can make it because despite what anyone ever tells you, you can. And no matter what anyone ever promises you if you can, don’t do it for them but do it for yourself. Love you me, love you harder stronger and longer than anyone in this world can and ever will. Then, and only then will you succeed. Stop criticizing everything you do, stop thinking you’re less than what you are, stop thinking you deserve nothing when you deserve it all.
I know you can do it, I know you will be everything you ever dreamed you could be. You are beautiful. You are wanted. You are loved.
My best regards, my deepest love,